Publishing my first book was both terrifying and exhilarating.
How would it be received? Would I be outed as a fraud and have my internet privileges locked away? Would people be kind or mean?
So many emotions came with the first book, and when nothing exceptionally bad, or amazingly good happened, I kept writing.
As I was ramping up to publish book two, I got excited. It was a geniuses idea that come from nowhere. This was going to be the big one! This one will launch my career. The excitement was palpable.
It was received to the tune of …
But that’s okay, writing marches on, my next book is almost ready.
Here we go again, let’s publish this baby. This is the one! I’ll be famous. It’s my best yet.
It gets the most five star reviews. People do love it. I’m not famous YET.
I published again and again.
I came to realize I’m addicted to publishing! With every book I get excited. I know it will be the one. The one that hits it big. The one that make it’s to the New York Times best sellers list. The one that will get me out of this town.
Will this be the one? Stay tuned and find out.